Great… What a fucking beautiful morning, waking up to the news of Hanneman passing away…
As if his half flesh-eaten body wasn’t enough to ruin his life… It all ends now, as he rests with the worms.
Jeff, seeing you play was a dream, and now it will never be but one, what you had brought to this world has changed it, and changed us forever. And now that you’re gone, Slayer will be no more, but we swear, and the Devil be our witness, that the skies shall keep raining blood until the day we depart, for then we shall meet, south of Heaven.
Yesterday, around 19:00 GMT, three young friends of mine driving through a military checkpoint for the Syrian Arab Army on their way to Homs, to celebrate Easter with their families, were asked to stop… what happened at the checkpoint is a thing that we’re all still waiting to find out, but what is for sure is one thing… Fadi Garrouge is dead… Nadim is injured and Ibrahim is wounded with gun shots…
Three pro-Assad peaceful civilians and good friends of mine, two injured and one shot dead by the same soldiers who vowed to protect them… What an Irony… What a shame… It only makes you lose faith in everything and everyone… For in the end, all you held true to your heart was a lie, and all you once trusted with your life is the first to stab you in your face…
Armies, religions, blind beliefs, tyrants and Gods, what have they brought us but death, separation and destruction. Pro or against, your blood tastes the same to the maggots underground, as so it does to the maggots above, spewing hate, screaming vengeance and breeding blind headless generations that follow nothing but the words of their Gods or the trail of molten lead bleeding through the skulls of their ones beloved…
Awaken my brethren, Ye Sons of Baal, the time has come for you to open your eyes and follow the light, the light of your own hearts. Kneel not to a God neither do you bow to a mortal, for in the end, they all shall fall, and only those who’ve followed none and knew how to walk their own path, shall walk the path to freedom, the path to eternal bless, the path to the land where they once belonged; now soaking red, overfed, waiting for the sun to dry its soil, to shine again through clouded eyes and hearts of smog…
Fadi… If there was a God, I’m sure he’s now laughing his ass off at one of your fucked up jokes… But there’s none, so you’re left for us here to cry…
Fadi Garrouge… My friend… May your soul rest in peace…
I still remember that day quite clearly, as it was one or two days before the first school day of my last year in high school, I remember waking up to my brother’s voice, I looked at the scene and it took us all quite a while to absorb what was really happening… It was very shocking, and it was so real, we were all frozen in front of the TV screen… We wanted to believe it was only an accident, but then the second plane hit and cleared all the doubts… We knew something very wrong was taking place, we knew lots of lives were being lost… We only didn’t know that this is only the beginning of a new era of fear, an era where even more innocent lives are going to be taken, and a new tyranny is ruling the world we once knew…
The US invasion of Iraq and Iraqi refugees fleeing to Syria have had a deep impact onto the well-being of the economy, demography, education and the quality of life and even the sanity of the nation, as the influx of refugees counted in millions brought with it a new language to the streets, new traditions, AIDS, weapons, racism, radicalism, and a sudden rise of prices of commodities, fuel, food and accommodation which was easily absorbed by the Iraqi families as they had a much better financial condition to start with, not counting the thieves and criminals taking advantage of the chaos of the war and stealing large amounts of money, cars and gold and running away to Syria to live a life of kings, while Syrian families had to suffer more trying to catch up with the skyrocketing prices being doubled or tripled for food and basics of life, and up to five to ten times more for accommodation, and then it started taking a downhill curve when Iraqis started buying properties and taking over businesses once owned by Syrians, bringing in their own workforce and adding to the unemployment of the Syrian people which was already too high…
All that, and we haven’t even started talking about what Arabs in general and Muslims had to go through and still do every second when it comes to the freedom of travelling, tourism, working, studying abroad, and even moving in their own towns or visiting their own families overseas, and the horrible cases of discrimination that we had to go through even when we were clearly not Muslims, which some friends had to go through even though they were Christians! And of course, the increased security measures taken by all countries and the screaming invasion of privacy and freedom on all levels all over the world under the name of national security and fighting terrorism…
Some might say that the USA was bitten by the snake they raised, but the truth is, this snake had eggs waiting to hatch, and what they needed was a tiny bit of hate and heat, generously supplied by speeches of prejudice, falling bombs and burning grounds, now the descendants of the first snake are running amok around the globe, bringing hate, death and destruction to every child on every corner, slaughtering smiles, hopes and dreams. And now the whole world is paying the price for a world-wide war started by a handful few blinded by made-up religious fanaticism and oil-fuelled political greed…
Terrorism knows no boundaries, and has no religion, and the best proof is the last massacre in Utøya, and as long as it’s fought with fire it will only keep getting stronger, which is what politicians and arm dealers are working hand in hand to make sure is the case, for they want people to cower silently in fear, watching their rights being shot down one by one, as more weapons are being manufactured and more are being sold to the very enemy we are fighting.
But it has always been this way, an endless greed and an unstoppable crushing force in search for money and power is leading the world to an imminent fall… But this has to end now… And I know that only you and I can make it happen… And only we can make a change…
1st of all, I arrived to Oman (Al Buraimi) on Friday 23rd for my Visa exchange, i was supposed to be out by Sunday, that’s why i could handle the stinky hotel (Hotel?!) and the hollow days… but well… nothing goes according to plan… or does it?!
Well, in brief, the Visa isn’t issued yet, i don’t know what’s the delay for… It’s supposed to be out today -even yesterday, but let’s ignore that for once- but, it’s 7:15 now so, even if i get it anytime today, I still can’t checkout cause it’s already too late, the last time allowed for a checkout is 7:00 pm,
It seems that i have to wait till tomorrow, the times for checkout are between 3:00 – 7:00 pm.. so well… it’s just another day gone down the drain… let’s wait and see how this story is supposed to end…
Oh well.. in a quick look around me though… i think i should be a little optimistic… we have this lady here who’s been waiting for 15 days… another guy with us in the room is in his 24th day… and we have this 95 years old guy who’s celebrating his 9th Anniversary!!! nobody has been here for less than a week!!! and the tea is good… Oh lucky me!!!!
Everything is really crazy around me… everyone is shouting… everyone is so frustrated… Oh… and the Internet Cafe… it SUCKS!!!…
I’m trying not think of anything cause it’s only gonna cause headaches for everyone… so… I’ll keep you all updated…
Hint: If you are really considering an Exchange VIsa someday… get yourself a few Novels, an mp3 player with at least 4GB of memory, and you might consider buying a Gameboy for the ugly times…
just FUCK YOUR SPECIES… you all force me to lie… it’s never okay to say what I have on my mind, I always have to think what your reactions could be, while none of you have ever cared to take a look inside of me…
You fuck simplicity with your doubts, and render all the caring you receive into instinct-driven complicated conclusions, which are, by the way, all wrong… And then you feel hurt for not being trusted!!
Your Kind is cursed, and hopefully, your end is soon to come, I only wish I would live to witness the day…
Well, as I have to wait till Feb. the 12th to continue working on the design of this site… I can do nothing but keep on my diary being up-to-date… so… what’s new 🙂
The work for As Light Dies is done… the cover was ready about 2 months ago… and now the album is released! “A Step Through The Reflection” is now available at the band’s site….
and well… Y.E.S… I designed the front and back covers =) … the inside Booklet is designed by the Band’s Guitarist/Vocalist Oscar Martín… and the cover is soon to be in My Gallery…
I’m going to design the cover for the new Lord Shades album :)… directly after graduation… maybe more 3D work and handwork than the one of As Light Dies…
and last… out of 8, one print is ready for my graduation project, and another will be done by tomorrow, and will be placed in my Gallery-to-be after February 12th… sorry all but… I have to go now… back to work tomorrow 🙂
Hello all 🙂 so, I have 1 month left before graduation day, so I’m really busy with my final project… Blogspot.com has been blocked locally, so… fortunately I found a place which’s even better!!! moving my stuff to WordPress.com… yep, seems I’m gonna have a lot to do here… currently this is gonna be my homepage for another while, at least I can create some real pages here, maybe have some space for my small Art Gallery… anyway, for now… Happy New YEAR!!!! H.Q.